Loosing a family member – is not an easy ordeal! So sad. lost my beautiful, 22yr old Cousin and 70 year old Aunty within a space of 3 months.
My aunt passed on New Year’s day this year! She was very kind and a classy lady! A lot of life to remember and I remember her, very well. She never raised her voice at me – once. I have learned (or should I say I am learning) to pay vivid attention – when God is speaking to me and revealing things to me.
He does this amazingly – spiritually – in many forms. I’ll stop right there. For those are the things for me to know and act on! :: Feeling determined. Death at times is spiritual not just physical. At times, a form of both – is unforgiving.
Jesus has not changed in my opinion. His precedences of love, have remained tried, tested and stood. I’m the only one changing from day to day! Amen :: This is why I love Him :: Change is good. If you are not changing, you are not growing. If you are not not growing, you are dying; and soon, you’d be dead from dying.
To A New Year – To a New Change :: To A New You! :: It’s a New Day & A New Season! For the first time – I saw a BULLY WHO TORMENTED MY YOUTH – (VIA FACEBOOK). NOT MUCH BETTER LOOKING, TO SAY THE LEAST :::AND I WONDER why ALL THOSE YEARS, WHY – I even let them in …’ #JEALOUSY IS THE ROOT OF HATERD. Cha! The Oppressor is a liar. And while at it I FORGIVE YOU !!!
Don’t be jealous of the wicked, or their vices, cuz they shall disappear like the rain, melts, from a cloud passing by :: Amen :: I belong to GOD! NO MATTER HOW YOU DRESS THIS – GOD IS ON MY CASE FOR SURE :: I FEEL LIKE JONAH / MOSES / SAUL & ETC. God is saying – Go All The Way – I’m saying, I wanna go half the way Lol :: Not funny really – I’m just saying it as it is ::
And Yo; to some of the crooked :: spiritual institutions like churches and mosques. Don’t blame your followers when they go into the world for help – when you don’t look after their interest’s first, save your greedy, wealthy pockets! :: HAPPY NY !!!
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I read this back, retrospectively, In the FINAL HOURS OF 2014, RECALLING, I lost two more dear friends in a space of 3 months. This, even, grieves me more, for I never had the chance to say good bye, or right petty grudges. Who knew that was our final good bye’s. It kills one inside, to be unable to go back in time to change the past. However, change is always for the best. Change must come, and we must learn as we embrace change, to be wiser, stronger and better next time.
RIP Chris Burke & Bharti Chopra.
RIP RONKE & RIP AUNTY RUTH
Àrèmúorin – Anthony Everest is a Jazz, Soul-R&B Award Winning Indie Singer-Songwriter, Author, Producer & 7X multi award nominee :: No1, 49+ Weeks, Jazz Charts ::