When I was 21, I tore my larynx. They said I’ll never sing again. Ever since my impeccable, beautiful tone and outstanding wide vocal range was forever compared and deemed a shadow of it’s self by the critics. I was one of them, too. The cruel mental mind games had begun.
This made me feel vulnerable, vocal shy, and withdraw from performing so much that I lost confidence in my own stella abilities and vocal talents.
I since then turned more and more to songwriting to over compensate. I do enjoy writing too, thou, I’ve missed great singing too. So I revisted me, in this workshop with Natalie, to take back those years.
This was a lot of fun. Enjoy. Please ignore all the mistakes. It’s a workshop and meant to be vulnerable, risky, experimental and endearing, for growth.
I learned so much from this experience. It taught me much about, vulnerability, trust, self control and letting go despite a broken arm I suffered on route to the same workshop the upper week which landed me in AE and a sling. It’s amazing what, determination, pain killers and adrenaline can do.
My my. Natalie is incredibly gifted and kind. She should be paid more than a million bucks a day for her talents. I’m moved. Thank you ♥️🌹
Let nobody diminish your #trauma, pain, anxiety or stresses with ‘get over it’ – business. Abuse is abuse whether, mental, physical, passive or active.
They are not in your body, nor are they in your feelings. No shrink, psychologist nor real professional; culturally sensitive will say such, unless they are bias with an agenda conciously or unconciously. Take your time and do what you need to protect yourself.
Block these parasites with their narcissistic manipulative games if you need to, to avoid triggers. Be firm and leave no room for the devil. Put your foot down. Refuse micro aggressions.
You are not a door mat. Love is friendship not sociopathy. Love is not a door mat ..’
Just because some are morally or sadistically warped does not mean you have to live by their standards. Set your tone. There is no self love in that school of thought.
Physical Symptoms of Trauma:
Trauma often manifests physically as well as emotionally. Some common physical signs of trauma include paleness, lethargy, fatigue, poor concentration and a racing heartbeat. The victim may have anxiety or panic attacks and be unable to cope in certain circumstances.
Resources & Help Below👇🏿 – if you have been affected by this or for more assistance. Also you can opt to speak to your doctor❤👈🏿
Have to constantly focus to remind myself to loose their narratives and manipulations. Breaking Out: Topping Jazz Charts on Reverbnation for 49+ weeks. Beating – Chaka Khan, Jamie Cullen and etc ..’ ✍🏿🙏🏿
Don’t throw pearls at swines for real ..’ Do not lower your brand for any❤ne ..’
Even if you give the ungateful your head on a platter of gold and throw in your chip and pin, they will still not be satisfied.
They will find a way to hold grudges, out of envy or jealousy, or stir conflicts, and insult your charity. I am so over done.
I am a beacon of light. The hope of freewill. The love of kind. A channel of blessing and a fountain of grace. This I #PrayForHumanity.
I know myself, purpose and my gifts. So, I spread even more love at #MercyfulGrace.
Anthony Everest, No1 Jazz Charts – Reverbnation.
Produced by Aremuorin
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Àrèmúorin – Anthony Everest is a Multi AwardeeConscious Writer / Holistic Jazz Soul Singer-Songwriter, Author, Producer. No1, 49+ Weeks, Jazz Charts. (C) 2019MercyfulGrace / Anthony Everest
Be authentic and spend less to zero time with social climbers, narcissists & sociopaths. Time flies. The studio #version of this song, I wrote #EmptinessRemix is otln my new #Mixtape availabe to buy – If You Need Me ..’
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